correct thought

I am observing myself. I am wondering what will happen next. I wonder if some part of me has a vested interest in throwing a wrench into the works, just to keep things interesting. That part of me, if it exists, is a bit of a jerk, but I must accept the fact that I am not a bad person, and not undeserving of the good things that come my way.　And the thing about jerks is, well, they have their purpose.